Went for SHINee's fansigning at Lot One today, with Freda, Huixin, WanNee and Dayana. ~ I was super excited to see SHINee okay, but I didn't expect it to be a complete failure.

This whole SHINee fansigning event was completely screwed. D: I was hoping that it would be like Ft Island’s style okay, whereby people who didn’t get to buy the album could at least catch a glimpse of SHINee, but it wasn’t. I was super disappointed, really. Don’t those fucking people know that SHINee was super popular? So why can't they even let us in to see? Like let us see from the back at least right? -_-"

Although we did not go there that early right, but I still think that the whole management sucks like shit lor. Mainly because THEY FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW TO GIVE PROPER INSTRUCTIONS. Even when so many people were squeezing at certain escalators which they should already HAVE DECIDED NOT TO EVEN OPEN AT ALL, those people did not tell us about it! If someone were to tell us that it would be something more like a private event and those without passes won’t be able to go in, we would not have stayed there much longer already! All those Singapore shawols were actually all hoping to be able to see SHINee okay, waiting for those damn organisers to let us in .. but then, NO ONE ACTUALLY TOLD US THAT WE COULDN’T GO IN AT ALL. So whats the point of us waiting there? Treating us like total fools? Fuck. Someone even fainted, probably due to much squeezing, the stuffiness and lack of air.

Am not trying to complain that I couldn’t see SHINee and the waiting was in waste la, but couldn’t someone have at least told us that we won’t be able to get in to see them if we don’t have passes? At least we, shawols would not be that disappointed after waiting so long, especially to those who came really early for it.

But as for those uncivilised fans, they greatly deserved it for not being able to see SHINee. Shouting and screaming like nobody’s business? I bet SHINee wouldn’t have liked it too right? Some people were just shouting as if the security would let them in after all those annoying screams lor, wtf. -.-

What, " LET US IN, " and " WE WANT SHINEE " kind of stuffs. I call that irritating please, I am sure I am not the only one who thinks so.

And yeah, those damn pushings as well! Why the hell are those people pushing and squeezing for goodness sake? Don’t they know that someone could actually fall or injure themselves in the midst? Pushing people much wouldn’t let you to be able to see SHINee either, would it? Its not as if the door is being opened to let you in already right? Push for what, seriously. FOR WHAT?! Squeeze me dao hand also cannot move an inch, made me sweat like fuck. Its like so warm with so many people already, still squeeze simi sai. -.- Especially the ones behind Huixin and me lor, they are practically lying on us hor, hellz. Cb farkerrrrrrs. -'-

I seriously got super fucked up The stuffiness was bad enough already, yet some fans are pushing like omg? If lets say that the door was opened to let people in, pushing would be expected I know. Then I wouldn't care or mind. But when nothing was like happening at all, we got more and more squeezed each time. Somemore some people keep giving false alarms also, damn pekchek.

After waiting for 2 hours, I texted my cousin and she told me that SHINee already arrived. So we went to the other escalator to see if we could get up, but obviously we can't. So we went to the "budget" tv, so friggin small and no sound one. They no need save money until like that right, \:

The only person I knew I confirm saw, was TAEMIN. <: I recognised his hair, and Minho was probably next to him. I don't really know, cause I saw mostly white white one, but my guess is him. Cause it looks like it.

After that, we gave up and went to the other side when we finally got up to the 5th level. Waited and squeezed around in the crowd for only awhile, and they said SHINee left. ): Then the security was like shouting at us to leave, they are right to do that I know. We can’t blame them cause it was to manage the crowd, no one would have moved off if they were to even speak nicely right? But that person SCREAMED ALMOST IN MY EAR. Seriously, I don't know if he saw me, but I know I was RIGHT beside him, and he shouted. -_- , super loud I tell you. I simply glared back at him, super fucked up lo. We couldn't see SHINee, sad enough, but yet they had to shout at us like this. Especially shouting almost in your ear. Though I know that person didn't really do it on purpose, but I was pissed off for some reasons. Fine, just my luck lor. Forget it.

Went down to Food Junction after that. We sat down at a table, and slacked. My legs was like super tired okay, tired till I completely don't even want to move. Complained with lovelies after that. Btw, they say that I have this sad face. Yes, I know. Cause I really am sad about it, ugh. I really wanted to see SHINee in person! Just one glance will do, just oneeeeeeeee. But I don't have a chance to do so,T-T Boooz. ~ Blame those stupid organisers who screwed this up totally. )<

Hmm anyway, walked around Lot One after that and homed at around 5 plus. >:

Oh and friggin yes, did I mention? I feel fucking angry when I saw those fake shawols selling off their autographed albums online just now man. Can't they spare a thought for SHINee? They came all the way to Lot One to sign albums for you, yet you are selling it off? Then for other fans who wanted to get the passes for autographing but didn't get it, aren’t you depriving them of a chance whom genuinely wanted the albums? You bought the album probably because you wanted to earn more money from it, as it was autographed by these idols whom people loved and you know that some hard die fans would want it and will be willing to pay more for it. But think, is it fair to the other shawols? Is it fair to SHINee who signed it for you? Please be ashamed of youself. Buying it at 60 bucks and selling it off at 120 bucks? ( Key's ) And some at 200 bucks! Its BLACK MARKET okay, it fucking is. Really, FUCK YOU PEOPLE. FUCK YOU!

You people are depriving true SHINee fans to see SHINee man, assholes. -.- Some people waited for over 10 hours or even overnight-d to try to get to see them and get their autographs, yet people are doing this to earn money. Making use of SHINee's fame to earn money huh? Mother farkers. -_- I hope karma strikes on you people. <:

My dearest SHINee ah ~ You have to come to Singapore for fansigning again okay, ~ <: WITH BETTER ORGANISERS WHO CAN ORGANISE WELL PLEASE. Cause I want to see you all, ~ ):! I really want to. T.T ~